hello little girl, would you like some candy? D:
eighteighteighteightlove
Thins chips - light & tangy
Tuesday, July 14, 10:18 PM
they are so nice.
something about them.
really gets me going xp
today, i realized im so vain~ thats how deep i've fallen: its taken me so long to notice it about myself.
this is how it all happened...
my friend called my mobile (samsung f700) but i rejected her call because i knew the reception would cut out half way [i get horrible service round about where i live] & i quickly sent her a message instead.
i mumbled to myself "hate this fone...has such crappy reception..*sigh"
then i thought about the pros & cons of this fone and it hit me
i honestly, without a doubt in my mind, no questions asked, purchased this phone simply because i thought it was pretty.
im not joking.
i showed my friend a google image before i went to buy it..and she's like "samsung is so bad though in terms of programming and reception. plus its korean"
REALLY NOW? i had no idea.. & even when she told me, i didn't even register it as being a valid reason to search for another mobile.
all i thought was "but its pretty. with its big touch screen.. nice qwerty pad... i like it so much i must have it!"
i'm so stupid.
happened with my last phone too actually (Nokia 7370)
its really pretty (: [for its time--i guess]
but once you use it.. you might begin to suspect some dodgey asian dealer has swapped the insides of your fancy nokia 7370 with the wiring of an old brick fone, if you know what i mean.
its frkn awful.
& such a darn shame that it took 2 mobile phones to make me see how shallow i really can be.
but dont worry... i'm not friends with you because of your looks. you guys are just here to make me look good.
thats different, right ?
Hogs have bad breath.
Friday, July 10, 11:36 PM
dinner time is always a fun time (: especially with friends!
went out for von's birthday dinner. seems i only create a codename when i want to rant/bitch about them.... how decieving of me.
it was HEAAAAPS of fun *like ohemgee totally* lol heck no!
i felt bad for friend1 today because it was his birthday on monday & the group as a whole did nothing for him. i didn't expect any less & either did he~
so out of goodwill & pure intentions;i got him a Chocolate Caramel Log from Michel's Patisserie~ sounds kinda weird.. and it was a major rip off buuuuuuuuuuuut....
he liked it and it's all that matters - that he was happy.
of course i let the whole group take credit for the cake, i didn't want to burst his bubble. the heart feels warmer when theres more love anyway...or atleast the illusion of? aha
im on holidays now for all those who are interested, which is nobody. or somebody (; somebody which is a nobody which HAS to be a true statement if your wasting time reading this trashblog. ahah but please... keep following !
on a sombre note...SOOOOOOOOOOMEbody doesn't approve of my friendship with irene (: its new. and something different. and we get along suprisingly well --- i have no idea why.
maybe YOU can tell me.
goodnews is bad news in disguise
Thursday, July 9, 5:25 PM
got my english extension results back.
3unit english is so weird.
you know how they say "the more you put in, the more you get back"
YEEEEEP well thats total bullshit(:
---------------- JUMPINTOMYTIMEMACHINE.
i went into my classroom for my 3u english exam. you had to watch a movie, viewed for the first time on the day and relate it to our class text [The Scarlet Letter - Nathaniel Hawthorne] and discuss how the concept of 'revenge' is presented.
honestly ? i have no idea how its presented. harharhahr D:
so i got it back..
i got 19outof25
it doesn't sound all that great..
but im actually ranked 2nd in the entire course.
OKAY WAIT.
to the honest.. Nikki was making such a racket that im not even sure.
i THHIIIIINK it might be that im ranked 2nd for this assessment.. but 4th overall.
which means.. i have't moved at all ? IMPOSSIBLE !
lol im not sure really. but 2nd overall sure does sound nicer (:
happylukeday&happyvonday(:
the dickheads in this world.
, 5:09 PM
me: eeeh wonder if i should cancel tutoring
her: omg ... wthck you ALWAYS cancel tutoring
me: uhh. no i dont
her: yes you do... every week i hear you calling off mr.chan's
me: dude i go to maths twice a week and i've gone for 3 months without canceling
her: whatever *rolls eyes*
quietvoiceme: yes because you know everything about me,
OH but it goes on---
friend1: i could never do nursing.. i'd hate to have to deal with all that death & stuff etcetc.
her: nah i think you'd get use to it
friend1: dont think so
her: people are just like that..they become immune to death if it happens like everyday
friend1: its not about people in general, its about your own personality, and i know i just couldn't do it
her: no you can.. like first couple of days you'd get affected but after that you'd just be like "oh..dead"
friend1: wtf no. i could NEVER just be like "oh death".
me: rkn. death is a pretty biiiiiig deal you know...
her: what so you're gna be upset everytime?
friend1: no im not going to break down and cry or anythi-
her: im not saying full emo cry everytime somebody dies..but you wouldn't care after awhile bcoz it happens all the time
no.never.shutup.
"the best from the rest"
Thursday, July 2, 9:59 PM
im actually starting to worry about my exams ---FINALLY catching up to the amount of stress my friends have been ranting about since the start of this semester ..
after the shock of finding out my ranks have improved by 50 [before it was 74, now 24] places i think everything will just go down hill from here ):
especially biology & ancient.. omgomgomg can my tiny asian brain hold that much information D:
i have reason to believe m.flo was in a very good mood today. being one of our fav*teachers candice&i are very sensitive to her mood as well as being very aware of her movements, clothing, accessories, judgement of others and more importantly:her judgement of us
BUT YES she was in a really good mood today, she was more animated than usual...probably because its been a long time since she was able to teach us instead of typing away on her laptop while mr. ck babbles on about stuff he clearly isn't that great himself in.
"heart palpitations...evil people. YOU EVIL PEOPLE.."
- m.flo
sounds harsh... especially because that was her reply when the class was silent in not answering her simple question.
to be honest though, half the time i know what words she's trying to pry from our minds... but im too scared to answer her.
especially when she stands right infront of me.
im scared of over-dominating things.
also.. not naming names (as i NEVER do here.. D: )
SOOOOOMEBODY wanted to play w/makeup on me today.
and SOOOOOMMEEBODDDY put abit too much on
panda eyes.
although my friend said it was okay... it was just too much. i dont enjoy looking like a slutface, it just doesn't go w/my personality. inside im an ugly dork. outside im just puregeek.
rf;9months
bludgelessons.
Wednesday, July 1, 6:28 PM
everything is awful
had a granny nap ~ & im awake feeling like i still need to be asleep.
i've booked a school SLR camera for the holidays for my visual arts assignment *FINALLY
mrs williams said i should be drawing//painting as well because i have they look 'good'?
is she out of her friken mind!?
HONESTLY i was just playing around with my friends watercolours on a magnolia ensemble i copied from a book. i thought it was awful! and you can tell im being genuine because ive smudged this black streak through the centre and i didn't even bother trying to fix it.
ITSCRAP.
apparently im 'wasting talent' by not using my 'skill'
WHATever.
we shall see. i dont like people saying i have talent based on ONE thing they've seen me do... it could be a fluke you know (: ahha
although my friend likes it too.. but she just could be lieing!
